Oddly Me

Today is a runaway day. You might know what I’m talking about if you’ve ever been dealing with so much in your life that a part of you wishes you could just pack all your crap up and take off somewhere down the road. This isn’t to say that I don’t like where I’m at in life, but things could definitely be better. They could also be worse. I try to think of life as meaningful, and it’s hard to do that when life is difficult. Sometimes it’s a trial just to get out of bed the next day, but we do it. We might not have a smile on our faces, but we keep going nonetheless. Of course, we have our happy days and bad days, but it all amounts to one thing…purpose. For me at least.

I want to feel good about the world. I want to really make an impact and see where that goes. Helping people…it’s a foundation that needs more attention. Especially in today’s world. It’s so hard not to simply run away from the things that pester and torment us. Just yesterday, life was throwing a great deal of beautiful energy my way. Today, it’s a little mixed up. I’m torn between taking a little journey and focusing harder on what I have to do in order to help everything else…

Life will always revolve around selfish ideas and selfish endeavors. We think about ourselves first and foremost and with good reason. But honestly, to be a travelling fortune teller sounds more appealing than working in an office all day. For me it just depends on the type of day I’m having. When I’m down and out I really don’t know what I’m meant to do. Happy days tell me otherwise and lead me to places I feel I’m meant to be.

I guess everyone has a pit stop every now and then. We can’t just keep going after what we want. Sometimes we need to take a break and relax. Step back and see that the picture is still bigger than we think. That’s what I need to focus on. I’ll continue to write in this blog everyday as much as I can. My hopes revolve around whether or not it actually helps someone, and I hope my tid bits of craziness and sadness can help at least one person.