Emotional level: 7

Mental level: 7

TODAY I LEARNED: Betty White predates sliced bread!

I thought about running away. In all honesty, I’ve thought about it on more than one occasion. I can’t tell you how many times it’s actually crossed my mind. I push it back to the darker depths of my mind until another day comes that requires the thought. Then I will think it through and probably not follow along the path of a road traveler.

Not every day is like this. Sometimes I want to run away, others I want to stay and make some roots…but you can’t form roots if you don’t fit in the soil. What if I’m not a tree? What if I’m a bird? What if everything I’ve ever thought of was a lie?

Maybe I want to fly away, visit different places, different countries even. If I had all the money in the world, I would probably travel non-stop without a care in the world. I would fly to Verona, Italy and stay there for a few months until it was time to move again. Then I would take a try at living in Alaska. Perhaps after that I would visit in New York and then travel to an island where no one knows my name.

I think about running away and then I think about money. That dreadful green item that everyone seems to lose their damn minds over. People kill over it. Everything is about…money. I’m tired of living in a world like that. But what choice do I have?

Imagine a place without currency. Where everything we need is resourced and given. We would have enough of everything for everyone and there would be no hardships except the ones we brought upon ourselves by not being thankful for what we have. Even in a perfect world, we would still find something to bitch about.

Money is great, but it’s horrible too. It’s wonderful, but it makes people slave away to simply make enough for food and that’s really all we’re doing. Slaving for the green.

I’m tired of money. I have said it before but I am tired of the people, this place. I’m tired in general and it’s about time something changed. It’s time for something…but I’m not sure what that something is just yet. Perhaps the universe is telling me to wait? Only time will tell…only time can give us certain answers.

Blessed Be )O(