Pain…Expression

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Emotional level: 6 Mental level: 6 TODAY I LEARNED: Neutron stars can spin 600 times per second!   What you’re about to read is a collected expression of emotion that I’ve been holding back for a while. It’s been added to, backspaced, and torn apart in these past few days and it needs to be…

Personally Depressed

Emotional level: 5 Mental level: 7 TODAY I LEARNED: Supposedly, yawning cools your brain.   Today I really went through a lot emotionally. Normally I go into detail about what it is that’s bothering me but for now I will say it’s simply something I have to work through. I take it day by day…

Shutting Yourself Off From The World

Emotional level: 5 Mental level: 6 TODAY I LEARNED: Bubble wrap was originally designed to be used as wallpaper. We all have our differences. We do things in our own way which is part of being unique. Just like our differences, we cope in various ways. Some people like to be around others when they’re…

Coming out of the Dark

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Emotional level: 8 Mental level: 8 TODAY I LEARNED: Grapes explode in the microwave…but DON’T TRY IT! Seriously, don’t, it can mess up your microwave.   What an absolute week from HELL! SCREW YOU WEEK FROM HELL. Okay, I’m done, I let that out. It really has been tough. The craziness…oh man, I can’t even…

Disconnect

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Emotional level: 8 Mental level: 8 TODAY I LEARNED: A single cloud can weigh more than 1 million pounds.   The slow season has arrived, and man has it been exactly that…slow. I’m not complaining though because this past year was very fast paced. Honestly, I could use some down time. Rest is certainly important.…

You Just Have to Keep Trying

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Things are better; however, it wasn't without struggle. Emotional state: happy Mental state: a bit of thinking power left So, what next? After things finally get better, what's left to do? The answer is very simple... You just keep trying. I know...I've said it before, but it's so so SO true. You just keep moving…

It’s Okay to Be Sensitive

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When I was younger I constantly told myself it was better to have tough skin than to feel absolutely everything. Eventually I couldn't do that anymore, because after awhile, I realized the feelings creep up on me regardless of how hard you try to push them down. Emotional state: accepting Mental state: tolerating nonsense pretty…

Suicide

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I know, the title of this blog post looks dark and gloomy, but don't worry. Not everything is as it seems. It's important to remember that suicide has been deemed something we shouldn't talk about by our society standards. That's not okay. I don't like it at all. Emotional state: happy but tired...as usual Mental…

When We Feel Uninspired

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Today I feel tired. It's days like this one that make me feel like I have no inspiration left when it comes to...well, anything really. Emotional state: teetering on depressed Mental state: Too. Many. Thoughts. I need a relaxing day. One that doesn't send my brain into a frenzy of worry and panic. It doesn't…

I’m Still Here…I’m Still Writing

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I'm waning when it comes to keeping up with certain schedules but, hey, no one's perfect, right? The ghost hunt is still going to happen, even if I have to do it majorly sleep deprived and full of caffeine! Current emotional state: depressed and kicking. But what else is new, right? For those who don't…