Emotional level: 6
Mental level: 6
TODAY I LEARNED: Patience…because sometimes we need to learn it again and again…
Just when you think you have everything sorted, something comes crashing down on your plans. I just spent quite a few days rearranging things in my life. Some unfortunate events occurred and these life changing alterations made me rethink the word “friend”. These events also reminded me that sometimes it’s the people closest to you that hurt you the most.
I hate to say it, but I was betrayed and let down, by multiple people. I don’t like drama and I definitely feel that loyalty and trust are two very important things and without them you can’t have a proper friendship. Loyalty and trust were both broken, and it’s going to be awhile before my trust for others returns. Honestly, I shouldn’t be surprised by what happened, but the fact that it all occurred so fast just really sent me into a whirlwind of panic.
At first I was terrified, but then something washed over me that I didn’t expect…relief. I was immensely relieved because I was now free of a toxic environment. It was as if the weight of the world was lifted off my shoulders. The gates of a new opportunity quickly opened and before long I was settled into my new space. I felt the universe trying to tell me that this change was a good thing, even if it seemed a little scary at first.
So, now I’m in a much better place mentally and emotionally. Things have been so great and honestly, I’m happy with my choices in life. I can’t say that things won’t get bad again because, that’s life, but I definitely found a new optimism out of this by knowing I can push through the hard times and truly make things better. Also, toxic people are not worth your sanity. Cut it loose. Cut the people places, and things all loose. If you can’t find a way, sometimes the universe finds one for you. It’s not always the way you expect and sometimes it may seem like hell at first, but eventually you see that the universe was looking out for you all along.
Also, do something you wouldn’t normally do today to get yourself out of your box. It always helps. 😊
Blessed Be )O(