Oddly Me

Emotional state: worried

Mental state: tired…

If you know me, you probably know that my tiffs with anxiety have often led me down roads of worry. Silly little fears can get into my head and turn into huge and terrifying thoughts. It often happens at the worst moments too. I will be enjoying a movie, taking a walk, or even just sitting down, thinking when it decides to pop up. Worry and anxiety can hit at any time. It can happen to anyone.

The fear of death often bothers me. It’s a sensible fear because no one wants to die, but at the same time, we all die. Everyone is going to die eventually. It’s all just a matter of time. So, in a way, thinking about it like that kind of makes it all seem less lonely, but I still have the doubts in my mind. For me, there’s more to death than just dying and fading away.

I believe that when you die, your soul can be reincarnated into another life cycle, or go to heaven. I know, that’s weird, but my mind is a little weird. That’s just what I believe. Therefore, we’re going somewhere when we die. That much I know. Because I’ve seen, felt, and heard spirits all my life. But don’t be scared of death. I try my best not to be, because I know that one day it will happen, just like it will happen to everyone else. It’s just part of the great cycle. A constant circle of life. All of it is definitely easier said than done, but I move past my fears everyday and I know I’ll continue to do so.

Blessed Be )0(