Oddly Me

Today I feel tired. It’s days like this one that make me feel like I have no inspiration left when it comes to…well, anything really.

Emotional state: teetering on depressed

Mental state: Too. Many. Thoughts.

I need a relaxing day. One that doesn’t send my brain into a frenzy of worry and panic. It doesn’t seem like much in a day, but there is a lot going on sometimes. We don’t see what’s going on beneath the surface of someone’s face. People simply don’t reveal everything.

As I was saying before, the inspiration well is pretty dry today, but things could always be better and they could always be worse. It’s not good to dwell on bad things, but sometimes I do…more often than I care to admit. I’m definitely not stating that it’s a bad thing. We can’t always be happy and a little sadness here and there reminds us that nothing can last forever. Everything has good and bad. Low and high. Right and wrong. That’s just how the world works. And why shouldn’t it?

We’re always wanting the good. We want it to be wonderful at all times but that simply can’t happen. I think the lack of inspiration mainly comes from lack of sleep, but sometimes I wonder…

It’s nothing some tea and sleep can’t fix, but what do I do when I can’t conjure the inspiration or the want to do anything? I meditate, walk, run, talk to a friend, and believe it or not taking a bath does amazing things. Pretty sure bathtubs are magic. Life is good. It’s just days like this that make us doubt. But these days will come and go. Everything moves forward. Remember that.

Blessed Be )0(